2026

Why I Finally Decided to Tell This Story

For forty-one years I carried a rumor that turned out to be wrong about everything except the one thing it got right. Here's what made me write it down.

Personal Essay
2026

What "Loose Here" Really Means

He said it from the pulpit for forty years. He was telling the truth every time. He just never had the courage to apply it to himself.

On the Title
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On Writing Your Family Without Their Permission

The names are changed. The truth is not. A note on the ethics of telling a story that belongs to more than one person.

Craft
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The Rumor That Followed Me for 41 Years

What it feels like to grow up inside a lie someone else told. And what it feels like when science finally answers a question you've been afraid to ask.

Personal Essay
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Book Two Update: What "Pastor" Is About

The second book in the series follows the narrator's reckoning with having known Elias Cole as his pastor — not as his grandfather. Here's where we are.

Book Two